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NEW FEATURE:
What's in my usb today?
- AM Talk Radio
- David Cho, Podcasts
- Beatles Mix
- Jack Johnson, Brushfire Fairtytales
- Chris Read, 1994-1996
- Revolution, Ztrip, Jazzy Jeff + mix
- Sade, Soldier Of Love
- Bob, Survival
- It's a Small World Disney
- Mickey Mouse Clubhouse
- Judy Garland - Somewhere over the Rainbow
- Iz, Somewhere/It's a Wonerful World
- Erykah Badu, Mama's Gun
- The Doors
- Miles Smiles
- Lenka, The Show
- Classical Mix - Beethoven
- Bruno Mars, Doo Wops & Hooligans
- Eminem & Royce, Bad Meets Evil
- Tupac, All Eyes On Me

These last few weeks have been a doozy. Trying to juggle the traveling man routine, with Ninja P's wedding, my mom's ailing garage door, familial issues of nonsense. All this has taken a heavy taxing role on my psyche & well being. I have been trying to come to grips with eminant mortality and the extra care needed to ensure that you are healthy going into the later stages of life. It take a great deal of commitment & concern to make changes into a life that has been repetitive for so long. One step, leads to 2 and then it becomes contagious. Looking forward (already) to this long weekend and hoping that I can find some time to just let loose. Ninja P & Lan's wedding helped to provide some of that as we were sans Noodles for a full day. However, being a groomsman in a wedding can entail a lot of work too. It's not always fun and games...but come dance time, it is nothing but fun and games! Wooop Woop.
Heiny & family are planning on heading up to pasadena this weekend for the Eaton Canyon trail. He is taking Conner (via foot) and Carys (via bjorn). I believe his buddy Gabe lives nearby and planning a BBQ after the hike. Noodles, MC & I have already done this trail before (and it was jam packed crowded crazy) but it's a good one for the younger kids. I dono if I'll just let Noodles walk on her own or if I'll bring the Kelty. She is still small enough to fit in the Kelty, but her weight will do havoc on my load to carry. However, since Monday is off for everyone, it might be a nice way to spend the day.
Tired. Stressed. Worried. Energetic. Optimistic. Carefree. Those are the dichotomy's that are me. Yes, I'm a gemini and the dual personality is in effect these months. I'm trying hard to change my ways to be a little less aggressive in my approach to the people I love. However, there are so many family nonsense that floats around my sphere that it's very difficult for me to navigate in a peaceful manner sometimes. Many times I just want to have it all come crashing down and turn into rubble, just so that I can blame the lack of energy on needing to sort through the shrapnel & debris. On the subject of having a 2nd kid....I would love to. But practicality that thrives in me tells me it's not a wise decision and would take away from my first born's ability to succeed and do the passions she will find in time. I want the best for her and sometimes, sacrificing the need for companionship & comradery amongst siblings might have to be the answer. Everyone says "don't worry, it will work out, it just does"...but from a planned perspective, I need an outline. I don't function too efficiently on "spontaneity". I need structure & patterns...that's how I make good decisions. However, with Heiny family on 2, Ben & Crystal on 2, Ordinarios on 2, Long&Anthi on 2...it seems that my group of friends with kids are taking that next step. Granted, everyone has different schedules and outlooks on their approach to life...but I guess that's a road MC & DJ will have to start to search through to figure out where we want to be. I think after the last few shows of the year for me, I'm going to take a good vacation with Noodles & MC and we will get away to see something other than LA. We need it to save ourselves. =) Have a productive day. free,d